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Fear

Hello lovelies;
I'm currently sat in my Uni flat after having a productive morning so I thought I'd write a quick post whilst I'm in the writing mood.

Fears are strange aren't they? It's like a voice in your head telling you not to like something when most of the time it's needless worry.
An example of this is that I was scared to come to university. I was scared that I wasn't going to fit in. I was scared that the course would be too difficult for me or I would look stupid in front of my peers and I think most of all I was scared of being on my own.

But everything that the little voice was telling me and continues to tell me is false. I am qualified to do my course and yes, it is taking time for me to find my feet but I am loving every second. I get on with everyone in my flat so so well, definitely think that I have made friends for life already and I have only been here for a month. Therefore I'm not on my own because I have 9 people around me that I can turn too.

I suppose the message I want to get across is sometimes put yourself outside your comfort zone because the majority of the time amazing things are created from it.

Grab life and jump in because it wont wait for you.

LMR

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