Hello Lovelies! This week I thought I'd do a more personal post instead of the general topics. I came across a photo on Facebook recently (shown below) and this is what this post is inspired by.
Over the summer I hit my lowest point, even lower than when my brother walked out 4 years ago, it wasn't a great time for me for a number of reasons. Me and my friends, who I'd been friends with for years, grew apart and now we don't speak. This is a natural part of life and there are no bad feelings between us but it was a bit shit at the time.
Then my brother reached out to me and said he wanted to speak to me, I was a little nervous to let him in again ( which is understandable if you know our history) but I said that it would be good to build a relationship again. We bumped into each other at our local pub and it was if the last 4 years hadn't happened, it was so nice to have him back. Then a few weeks later he messaged my mum inviting her and my dad round his house but I wasn't invited. He said he wanted to 'take things slowly' with me. That hurt a lot especially as he hasn't been in contact since. To have him reject me again was painful. So you can see why I wasn't in my best frame of mind.
Obviously my parents are always supportive and are there if I need to chat. Without them I would've completely fallen apart; they are my best friends!
There were other elements in my life that started to brighten too. I met a guy in a club in April and we have spoken nearly everyday since we met. He came back from his travels in August and he picked up all of my broken parts and put me back together. By the end of the month he became my boyfriend and I've never been this happy with someone before. I don't think I've properly thanked you for how amazing you've been Jack, so thank you <3 (the photo below is the only one we have together haha)
The friends that I do still have at home have been amazing to me as well. I'm back in Southampton now for uni and it has been so great to see familiar friendly faces! There have been a few drunken nights and catch ups to make me feel like myself again. I'm sure if you follow me on any social media you would've seen that I am attached to one person at uni more than anyone else. Sim. She's my Uni best friend and I literally tell her everything. The other day I woke up in a bad mood for various reasons and she just came in my room and completely cheered me up. I cannot thank her enough for always being here. I love being back at uni with these beautiful people and it feels as though second year is a new chapter for me.
I have been through the shit and it feels as if I am back to myself again. I aim to make this year my own and try to focus on the good parts of my life rather than the bad.
Sorry if this post has been a little cheesy!
LMR
Over the summer I hit my lowest point, even lower than when my brother walked out 4 years ago, it wasn't a great time for me for a number of reasons. Me and my friends, who I'd been friends with for years, grew apart and now we don't speak. This is a natural part of life and there are no bad feelings between us but it was a bit shit at the time.
Then my brother reached out to me and said he wanted to speak to me, I was a little nervous to let him in again ( which is understandable if you know our history) but I said that it would be good to build a relationship again. We bumped into each other at our local pub and it was if the last 4 years hadn't happened, it was so nice to have him back. Then a few weeks later he messaged my mum inviting her and my dad round his house but I wasn't invited. He said he wanted to 'take things slowly' with me. That hurt a lot especially as he hasn't been in contact since. To have him reject me again was painful. So you can see why I wasn't in my best frame of mind.
Obviously my parents are always supportive and are there if I need to chat. Without them I would've completely fallen apart; they are my best friends!
There were other elements in my life that started to brighten too. I met a guy in a club in April and we have spoken nearly everyday since we met. He came back from his travels in August and he picked up all of my broken parts and put me back together. By the end of the month he became my boyfriend and I've never been this happy with someone before. I don't think I've properly thanked you for how amazing you've been Jack, so thank you <3 (the photo below is the only one we have together haha)
The friends that I do still have at home have been amazing to me as well. I'm back in Southampton now for uni and it has been so great to see familiar friendly faces! There have been a few drunken nights and catch ups to make me feel like myself again. I'm sure if you follow me on any social media you would've seen that I am attached to one person at uni more than anyone else. Sim. She's my Uni best friend and I literally tell her everything. The other day I woke up in a bad mood for various reasons and she just came in my room and completely cheered me up. I cannot thank her enough for always being here. I love being back at uni with these beautiful people and it feels as though second year is a new chapter for me.
I have been through the shit and it feels as if I am back to myself again. I aim to make this year my own and try to focus on the good parts of my life rather than the bad.
Sorry if this post has been a little cheesy!
LMR
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